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15. My Dogs Smell Meat!
Annemarie's mind raced. She remembered what her mother had
said. "If anyone stops you, you must pretend to be nothing more
than a silly little girt."


She stared at the soldiers. She remembered how she had stared
at the others, frightened, when they had stopped her on the street.
Kirsti hadn't been frightened. Kirsti had been—well, nothing
more than a silly little girl, angered because the Soldier had touched
her hair that afternoon. She had known nothing of danger, and the
soldier had been amused by her.


Annemarie willed herself, with all her being, to behave as Kirsti
would.
"Good morning," she said carefully to the soldiers.
They looked her up and down in silence. Both dogs were tense
and alert, The two soldiers who held the leashes wore thick gloves.
"What are you doing here?" one of them asked.
Annemarie held out her basket, with the thick loaf of bread
visible. "My Uncle Henrik forgot his lunch, and I'm taking it to him.
He's a fisherman."
The soldiers were looking around; their eyes glanced behind her,
and scanned the bushes on either side.
"Are you alone?" one asked.
Annemarie nodded. "Yes," she said. One of the dogs growled.
But she noticed that both dogs were looking at the lunch basket.
One soldier stepped forward. The other, and the two holding the
dogs, remained where they were.
"You came out before daybreak just to bring a lunch? Why
doesn't your uncle eat fish?"
What would Kirsti reply? Annemarie tried to giggle, the way her
sister might. "Uncle Henrik doesn't even like fish," she said,
laughing. "He says he sees too much of it, and smells too much of it.
Anyway, he wouldn't eat it raw!" She made a face. "Well, I
suppose he would if he were starving. But Uncle Henrik always has
bread and cheese for lunch."
Keep chattering, she told herself, as Kirsti would. A silly little
girl. "I like fish," she went on. "I like it the way my mother cooks it.
Sometimes she rolls it in bread crumbs, and—"
The soldier reached forward and grabbed the crisp loaf of bread
from the basket. He examined it carefully. Then he broke it in half,
pulling the two halves apart with his fists.
That would enrage Kirsti, she knew. "Don't!" she said angrily.
"That's Uncle Henrik's bread! My mother baked it!"
The soldier ignored her. He tossed the two halves of the loaf to
the ground, one half in front of each dog. They consumed it, each
snapping at the bread and gulping it so that it was gone in an instant.
"Have you seen anyone in the woods?" The soldier barked the
question at her.
"No. Only you." Annemarie stared at him. "What are you doing
in the woods, anyway? You're making me late. Uncle Henrik's boat
will leave before I get there with his lunch. Or what's left of his
lunch."
The soldier picked up the wedge of cheese. He turned it over in
his hand. He turned to the three behind him and asked them
something in their own language.
One of them answered "Nein," in an bored tone. Annemarie
recognized the word; the man had replied "No." He had probably
been asked, Annemarie thought, "Do you want this?" or perhaps,
"Should I give this to the dogs?"
The soldier continued to hold the cheese. He tossed it back and
forth between his hands.
Annemarie gave an exasperated sigh. "Could I go now, please?"
she asked impatiently.
The soldier reached for the apple. He noted its brown spots,
and made a face of disgust.
"No meat?" he asked, glancing at the basket and the napkin that
lay in its bottom.
Annemarie gave him a withering look. "You know we have no
meat," she said insolently. "Your army eats all of Denmark's meat."
Please, please, she implored in her mind. Don't lift the napkin.
The soldier laughed. He dropped the bruised apple on the
ground. One of the dogs leaned forward, pulling at his leash, sniffed
the apple, and stepped back. But both dogs still looked intently at
the basket, their ears alert, their mouths open. Saliva glistened on
their smooth pink gums.
"My dogs smell meat," the soldier said.
"They smell squirrels in the woods," Annemarie responded.
"You should take them hunting."
The soldier reached forward with the cheese in one hand, as if
he were going to return it to the basket. But he didn't. Instead, he
pulled out the flowered cotton napkin.
Annemarie froze.
"Your uncle has a pretty little lunch," the soldier said scornfully,
crumpling the napkin around the cheese in his hand. "Like a
woman," he added, with contempt.
Then his eyes locked on the basket. He handed the cheese and
napkin to the soldier beside him. "What's that? There, in the
bottom?" he asked in a different, tenser voice.
What would Kirsti do? Annemarie stamped her foot. Suddenly,
to her own surprise, she begin to cry. "I don't know!" she said, her
voice choked. "My mother's going to be angry that you stopped me
and made me late. And you've completely ruined Uncle Henrik's
lunch, so now he'll be mad at me, too!"
The dogs whined and struggled against the leashes, nosing
forward to the basket. One of the other soldiers muttered something
in German.
The soldier took out the packet. "Why was this so carefully
hidden?" he snapped.
Annemarie wiped her eyes on the sleeve of her sweater. "It
wasn't hidden, any more than the napkin was. I don't know what it
is." That, she realized, was true. She had no idea what was in the
packet.
The soldier tore the paper open while below him, on the ground,
the dogs strained and snarled, pulling against their leashes. Their
muscles were visible beneath the sleek, short-haired flesh.
He looked inside, then glared at Annemarie. "Stop crying, you
idiot girl," he said harshly. "Your stupid mother has sent your uncle a
handkerchief. In Germany the women have better things to do.
They don't stay at home hemming handkerchiefs for their men."
He gestured with the folded white cloth and gave a short, caustic
laugh. "At least she didn't stitch flowers on it."
He flung it to the ground, still half wrapped in the paper, beside
the apple. The dogs lunged, sniffed at it eagerly, then subsided,
disappointed again.
"Go on," the soldier said. He dropped the cheese and the napkin
back into her basket. "Go on to your uncle and tell him the German
dogs enjoyed his bread."
All of the soldiers pushed past her. One of them laughed, and
they spoke to each other in their own language. In a moment they
had disappeared down the path, in the direction from which
Annemarie had just come.
Quickly she picked up the apple and the opened packet with the
white handkerchief inside. She put them into the basket and ran
around the bend toward the harbor, where the morning sky was
now bright with early sun and some of the boat engines were
starting their strident din.
The Ingeborg was still there, by the dock, and Uncle Henrik
was there, his light hair windblown and bright as he knelt by the
nets. Annemarie called to him and he came to the side, his face
worried when he recognized her on the dock.
She handed the basket across. "Mama sent your lunch," she
said, her voice quavering. "But soldiers stopped me, and they took
your bread." She didn't dare to tell him more.
Henrik glanced quickly into the basket. She could see the look
of relief on his face, and knew that it was because he saw that the
packet was there, even though it was torn open.
"Thank you," he said, and the relief was evident in his voice.
Annemarie looked quickly around the familiar small boat. She
could see down the passageway into the empty cabin. There was
no sign of the Rosens or the others. Uncle Henrik followed her eyes
and her puzzled look.
"All is well," he said softly. "Don't worry. Everything is all right.
"I wasn't sure," he said. "But now"—he eyed the basket in his
hands—"because of you, Annemarie, everything is all right.
"You run home now, and tell your mama not to worry. I will see
you this evening."
He grinned at her suddenly. "They took my bread, eh?" he said.
"I hope they choke on it."

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